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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
6:50 pm
SOOOOO... its been a while.
Lots of new stuff lately.
Not to much i care to share with Livejournal though.
My friends are in jail and i miss them.
SO SO SO much.
Whats everyone doing for Valentines day?

(1 kid | wished upon my star)

Thursday, August 18th, 2005
1:45 pm
Well, ive officially taken my life and blown it up.

One of my best guy friends mikey who ive known for like 7 years just basicly told me that he doesnt want to be with me because his exgirlfriend fucked him over last week, and i was so drunk i just started balling and screaming and being so sloppy, i wish i just would have crashed as i drove home drunk, i wouldnt have had to hear any of it. My heart about fell on the floor. Why do guys even try to pursue anything with me when they know they dont want it? I dont get it.
Im not this girl. Im never chasing. Im always the chased. And now...i cant even get people who i know actually care about me and love me to be with me. Am i honestly that repulsive? Im the girl that cant get guys to not fall inlove. Always ending up being the girlfriend that you cant forget about. The one that ruins all your other relationships with your next girlfriends. Why has it changed? I dont give a fuck about guys. I dont act like i care. I know how to play the games. I ALWAYS win.

Maybe i just feel like being loved.

I dont get why Brooke can meet someone off myspace, be a hoe, and have him basicly BEGGGGG her to be with him. Shes so happy. Hes so happy. I want that fucking FEELING AGAIN.




Im just drunk still...everything will be better when i go to lunch with brooke and juve.
Just honestly- pray for me


Ps.cancers back.

(2 kids | wished upon my star)

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
12:48 pm
Tattoo? Yes pweeze!Collapse )

(4 kids | wished upon my star)

Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
5:22 pm - ew
Dont you fucking hate when you feel like your someone special to someone because they tell you you are and then you turn around and theres someone else more special than you? When you basicly do things you would never ever do for someone regular to try and show that person that your it. Fuck it. Im done trying. Glad to know im one of those girls.



Ew

(2 kids | wished upon my star)

Monday, July 25th, 2005
9:06 am

My birthday partysCollapse )

current mood: chipper

(2 kids | wished upon my star)

Thursday, June 30th, 2005
1:36 am - My exact feelings RIGHT at this moment....
*Boo-<3Allie*



Destinys child- cater to you

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless
Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You


Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin
It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy


I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man

current mood: indescribable

(1 kid | wished upon my star)

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
7:07 pm - new britney song im inlove with
Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me
And tell me somebody's watching
Over me
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He's done to me
Oh but maybe someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

No moment will be more true
Than the moment I look at you
It's in you
You see somebody's watching
Over you
And that is all i'm praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what He does to you
Oh but maybe someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

(wished upon my star)

Monday, June 20th, 2005
11:30 pm
Hopefully..Collapse )

(3 kids | wished upon my star)

Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
2:53 pm
the past weekend...Collapse )

(wished upon my star)

Saturday, May 28th, 2005
7:00 pm
hey, im having a huge party tonight, call me if you wanna go

(wished upon my star)

Sunday, May 15th, 2005
7:04 pm
OK, ive decided that i want to settle down, i want to go to a movie like once a week and go like...bowling. Someone needs to help me though, im tired of wating. I just want to be held. I want to cuddle with Brooke so bad. Im so upset right now.

(1 kid | wished upon my star)

Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
6:16 pm
And who likes my new hair this week?Collapse )

(9 kids | wished upon my star)

Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
6:27 pm - wow, inspiring song.<3
Shake It Off- Mariah Carey


I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
I've leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know

I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciated all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

(wished upon my star)

10:45 am - Still my favorite
Incubus- Echo

There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

(wished upon my star)

Monday, May 9th, 2005
5:20 pm
Hey mikey! You like it?Collapse )

(8 kids | wished upon my star)

12:28 pm
Im going to get a tattoo tonight! Hot stuff. Trust me.

(3 kids | wished upon my star)

Thursday, May 5th, 2005
11:38 pm
So today i went to hang out with my Grandy and Harry again after school and i was crying almost all day long. I didnt want her to leave me i guess. Its hard too cause i barely get emotional anymore like that. I guess recently so much has happened. Ive been kinda frusterated lately...for odd reason. I just wish there were one day that everything could go in one direction. All this guessing and questioning is throwing my mind for a loop.
I just want like a REALLLLLYYYY good hug from someone that knows how to give good hugs that feel like they'll never end and then ill be set and ready for the next party.

Anyhow- we stopped off at work to see Brookie cause we have opposite work scheduals during the week and Grandy wanted to see her so bad. Saw <3<3JIMMIE<3<3 woo. hotness. Then came home and Teddy called and wanted to come say bye to me cause hes leaving for jail tomorrow we think. Im so upset. Ugh. Hopefully he wont be in for a long time and even if he is, maybe they'll let us come visit? I duno. Im sad.

This saturday is where its at. <3
Get your freak on
Do what you want.

Someone once said, *I dont think i've ever seen prettier feet in my life*Collapse )

current mood: gloomy

(9 kids | wished upon my star)

Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
3:35 pm
You can all thank *Nikayla* for all of my annoying picture posts since shes the one that taught me how to do it. THANK YOU NIKAYLA!


You Think You Know? Ha..Suck It.Collapse )

(6 kids | wished upon my star)

12:57 am
lol a few ODD moments on myspace i though you'd all enjoy...

Subject: No Subject
Body: DAMN I WANNA EAT YOU TILL YOU FAINT UNDER MY TOUNGE



Subject: i like you .................................................
Body: .



Subject: No Subject
Body: i like u




Subject: Nice Shoes.....Wanna Fuck?!!
Body: lol, i knew that would get your attention ;)


Subject: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: RE: W T F ??? NOW U LISSEN 2 ME
Body: i have a job for u u sorry peice of crap. listen carefully cos i know ur stupid and u goign 2 mess this up. put ur fingers in ur asshole and then dig them around and then take ur fingers out. put ur hand in ur mouf and make sure u leave it there and taste ur poop. thass what u need 2 do u stank ass hoe cos u ainte getting no diner LOL LOL LOL LOL

u stupid as fuck

from danny

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: What it Is HOE?
Date: Apr 26, 2005 7:35 PM

well since your so smart maybe you can learn how to spell opportunity ass hole. Anyhow- think ill PASS on this one LAST chance. How can you possibly pretend to have so much RESPECT for a woman and look how your talking to a woman? Its also funny how you talk about a man and a womans place in life, its funny because a WOMAN can make a man do whatever she wants him to do, MEN are the ones that are supposed to open the doors for woman, MEN are the ones that are supposed to pay for everything, MEN are the ones that have to go out and make the money and the WOMAN gets to live in the lap of luxsury all because her MAN knows HIS place so THINK again coco and next time you get so upset because a beautiful girl doesnt want to add you to her friends list think about this.
LoL this has honeslty been my absolute funniest moments on Myspace.
Dont bother messaging back, i wont answer.







THIS IS THE FUNNIEST ONE OK? READ IT FROM THE BOTTOM UP.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: CoCo LoCo
Date: Apr 26, 2005 6:50 PM

whatever u need 2 learn ur place. Ur a woman and im a man and u need 2 respect that. wiffout man a woman ainte shit and u know that. so whatever i dont give a care why u think ur farts dont smell but u need 2 undrestand that im a man and u need 2 learn ur place. stank ass.

ur life is only as good as tha man ur wiff and u just missed out on the best opeirtunedy that u will ever have 4 a real man that knows how 2 treat a lady and is smart and sexy and always hard 4 tha fellas and soft 4 his girl. ill geive ur stank ass one more chance. dont let this train leve the station u estupida.

from danny
** CoCo LoCo **

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: What it Is HOE?
Date: Apr 25, 2005 10:44 PM

lol your the one going on and on about farts!
lol now go back and read what you wrote to me in the first place and then tell me who needs to have theyre parents teach them manners. not very nice coco loco. Shame on you

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: CoCo LoCo
Date: Apr 25, 2005 10:42 PM

wtf. ur a nasty ass bitch 2 say somthing like that. ur farts is nasty? u a sorry ass eccuse 4 a woman. damn ur parents need 2 teach u some manners u sorry stank pig.

from danny

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: What it Is HOE?
Date: Apr 25, 2005 10:35 PM

hahahahahhahahha! wow...trust me, you dont want to be my friend ok? cause my farts smell worse than anything in the world peace out MAN.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: CoCo LoCo
Date: Apr 25, 2005 7:35 PM

So what r u some kind of princess or something who think her farst dont smell? guess what mami ur farts do smell. everyone farts smell. ur farts smell just like me mami remeber that. i sent u a very nice massage and i know u read it cos i checked and u didnt even bother 2 make no response or nothing. wtf is that? girl that is str8 out disrespective girl and u need 2 undrestand that the world dont revold around ur stank self. u think ur farts dont smell? take another breathe girl and see taht ur farts smell just like me. u ainte never been told like this before but whatver i dont take no sh*t from nobody espeshally some bitc*h who need 2 learn her place. im a man and ur a woman and u need 2 learn ur place. this is a mans world girl and ur in my kitchen. its heating up in here mami. step out. ill give u another chance but u need 2 learen some RESPECT.

stank

from danny
** CoCo LoCo **






THIS ONE FROM THE BOTTOM UP TOO.

Subject: RE: RE: wuddup gorgeous
Body: lmao, i prefer to keep it real, your not the only hottie out their lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: What it Is HOE?
Date: Apr 26, 2005 12:54 AM

shoula lied
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: eddie
Date: Apr 25, 2005 11:48 PM

i dont love you, i would fuck the hell outta u though ;) just bein honest lol




Kyler Ray and i do NOT aprove.Collapse )

(2 kids | wished upon my star)

Sunday, May 1st, 2005
2:35 pm - Just a little skinny...
ok soooo...friday night sucked lots, drove all the way down to south beach thinking we were gunna have this amazing time ended up paying 20 bucks for parking then leaving woo hoo, lots of fun let me tell you. Saturday night made up for it all we (Brooke and i of course) ended up going to Pangea with Ashleey, Justin and Mike, and then saw a few people we knew there, Jimmie from work (HOT) Brittnay of course and a few other people but not worth mentioning. Woo hoo such a good time... Took lots of picture...i bet thats what you waiting for arnt you? Well, here you go impatience...

*This is for my people, my party party people*Collapse )

(12 kids | wished upon my star)

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